I wouldn’t have recognized you without de-conditioning. Wouldn’t have recognized who you could be to me and the power of our love to heal ourselves and others.

My mind would have gotten in the way. I would have instead seen the things on the outside, the things that would have been red flags for my conditioned mind.

But my sacral saw right through all of that. Right through to your precious, warrior heart. To your perfect penetration of me on all levels. To how our souls belong together.

And she has said yes to all of it, so far.

Layer by layer, I met each red flag, which ironically were echoes of my own past. My own trauma. By things that had hurt me previously — lovers, my mother, society itself. I met each one and released each one.

And now I meet you here. I have learned that love is electromagnetic. That beyond the conditioning of what it’s supposed to look like in the fairy tales and in my mind lies a mostly unexplored territory beyond the mind and beyond conception. Of pure acceptance and total alignment.